Journals24
Newest
Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
So I found the video I had originally made with the water bottles pictures on a blog I had the same year.
jackiegoertz.blogspot.com/2010…
Pretty dumb...
jackiegoertz.blogspot.com/2010…
Pretty dumb...
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Hire Me
1 min read
So I'm trying to find a job in my field, or any job that doesn't involve food. Getting a free lunch is very helpful since I don't have very good food shopping skills, but the treatment in food services is terrible. I know I'm being taken advantage of, which isn't very hard to do to me at any job, but I would feel like a lot less of a failure and more of an adult if I had a desk.
I've been mass applying to any jobs I can find, and I haven't gotten any bites for two years. Very frustrating. Is there something I'm doing wrong? I'm writing cover letters, and looking up information like the hiring manager, writing the cover letter to suit the needs of their requirements. Sometimes I even go to the actual office to hand it over face to face. I've only had one interview, and since it was a sales job he didn't think I was a good fit.
I've been mass applying to any jobs I can find, and I haven't gotten any bites for two years. Very frustrating. Is there something I'm doing wrong? I'm writing cover letters, and looking up information like the hiring manager, writing the cover letter to suit the needs of their requirements. Sometimes I even go to the actual office to hand it over face to face. I've only had one interview, and since it was a sales job he didn't think I was a good fit.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
:/
1 min read
So, I've noticed that I'll submit something, and it'll get a favorite right away. I'll feel pretty good about myself until, a couple of days later, the person has no longer favorited it. Wtf? I understand if it's literature, and they were only favoring it so that they could find it again and read it later. And then after, if it's not something they're really interested in they unfavorite it. But when it's artwork, I don't get that. They USE to like it, and then looking at it longer after a few days they're like, "Oh wait, I hate this!"? It's happened to be me a few times. It's not like I don't notice these things.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Does anyone know how to center text, when you enter it as literature? <center></center> isn't a thing. Maybe it was at one point of age. It's super annoying that you have to use html, but I'm glad you don't have to < p > anymore. God, that was annoying.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
My mess of a Life
3 min read
Besides graduating college and being left by who I though was my soul mate (he left across the country with out a word after all the finical and emotional support I gave him), which is all devastating in its self, and I have to some how find a full time job while loosing my meaning of life…
There has been one thing that might have saved me… or will haunt me until I eventually do break and go to prison. It's gonna take some time for me to get over the love of my life. I've become something of a who** in order to ease the pain. I've always wanted to be a slut, but could never be one before while dating Zach. So while I was sleeping around, I ran into an old boyfriend, who apparently was doing just as I, after breaking up with his crazy girlfriend. I didn't still have feelings for him, and I wasn't interested in anything serious, but spending time with him REMINDED ME that I use to be in love with him in high school. He's not much of a looker, but he just understood people so well. He understood me, and most people don't. But he was pushing for something more serious, and I was reluctant, even though I would have eventually giving in, I just wasn't ready. Right when I was ready to take a step further, he decides to take back his crazy ex.
Appalled, since all I've heard about this girl from him, his friends, and his mother, were terrible terrible things about this **** I could not fathom how he would take her back. Especially when he had ME. This other girl is VERY attractive, AND owns a horse, which has been my dream since I was 4. I was extremely jealous. So I started to make my purpose in life to be better than her in all ways possible. Unhealthy… but it got me off my depressed ass to do something. I started waxing, died my hair, designed myself a tattoo, started looking for jobs, starting working on a portfolio, organizing my money, be as independent as I possibly could. I'm older than her, I most likely have more money. I doubt she pays for her horse. I compared my face to hers, and came to the conclusion that every part of my face is more attractive than hers (when I take care of myself) I'm thinner. Her boobs are way bigger, but mine are perkier. I'm obsessed.
At this point, it's not about the guy at all anymore. It's not even about her. I've never met her. She has become a fictional being to me. A fictional being of evil I must over come. Maybe that's okay. Maybe this is a good thing and it'll make me live my life again. Or maybe, by chance I meet this unfortunate person in the world by accident, after fanning my hate for her for so long, and kill her.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In